Wednesday, September 12, 2007 ; 9/12/2007♥
what about love?
突然间觉得自己的华文成度好像退步了很多。真是的，这样真的是对不起黄老师的辛苦栽培。所已决定要用华文来写部落格。希望能在上网时也能试着进步华文程度。添好像很黑似的。烦恼好像又回来了。[消除]i giv up... veri hard to post in chinese... suan le.. anyway, i am looking for the D and T thingy right now. veri sian. cant seem to find... wth... nvm
heesh... no one online le... nowadays everyone should be studying bah. i decided to ban myself frm youtube, thus i didnt go watch dramas todae... so proud of myself.... mus peservere! aft exams, can watch all i like. so at least for now, mus study and ignore the dramas.
i realli mus buck up for lang arts. going to totally flunk it if i dunt get at least a B3 this time. i mus jia you! when ms ng told me that i failed lang arts for CA2, i was like darn sad and guilty and disappointed and fed up with myself. why didnt i memorise the meanings of the words for the vocab test when i hv the whole june to do so. why didnt i study well and hard enough for the instructions test when ms ng hinted abt the fire escape route. why am i such a failure in my favourite subject?...
enough abt the big bomb that was dropped on me todae. dunt feel like toking abt it anymore. haix. i jus hope that i wunt disappoint ms ng again in the end of year exams.
if onli i can tell you all of what i tink abt you and your concepts. if onli i can gather enough courage to risk our frenship for the sake of spilling out my thoughts. bt i dunt tink i will. it is jus impossible for me to do so.