Wednesday, September 12, 2007 ; 9/12/2007♥
what about love?
突然间觉得自己的华文成度好像退步了很多。真是的，这样真的是对不起黄老师的辛苦栽培。所已决定要用华文来写部落格。希望能在上网时也能试着进步华文程度。添好像很黑似的。烦恼好像又回来了。[消除]i giv up... veri hard to post in chinese... suan le.. anyway, i am looking for the D and T thingy right now. veri sian. cant seem to find... wth... nvm
heesh... no one online le... nowadays everyone should be studying bah. i decided to ban myself frm youtube, thus i didnt go watch dramas todae... so proud of myself.... mus peservere! aft exams, can watch all i like. so at least for now, mus study and ignore the dramas.
i realli mus buck up for lang arts. going to totally flunk it if i dunt get at least a B3 this time. i mus jia you! when ms ng told me that i failed lang arts for CA2, i was like darn sad and guilty and disappointed and fed up with myself. why didnt i memorise the meanings of the words for the vocab test when i hv the whole june to do so. why didnt i study well and hard enough for the instructions test when ms ng hinted abt the fire escape route. why am i such a failure in my favourite subject?...
enough abt the big bomb that was dropped on me todae. dunt feel like toking abt it anymore. haix. i jus hope that i wunt disappoint ms ng again in the end of year exams.
if onli i can tell you all of what i tink abt you and your concepts. if onli i can gather enough courage to risk our frenship for the sake of spilling out my thoughts. bt i dunt tink i will. it is jus impossible for me to do so.
what about love?
Doing this quiz for PAOLA!!!1. (the person who tagged you is)
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Paola dar dar2. (you relationship with him/her is)
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mother and daughter [me being the nice nice mother and her being the naughty daughter that needs a spanking on her butt]3. (5 impression you have of him or her)
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Veri veri nice handwriting, extremely neat and organised, highhh sth, not a veri guai daughter [she spanked my butt], realll nice to her frens [note, not to her mother~]
4. (the most memorable thing he and she have ever done for you)
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she let me hugg her! and she is so nice to hug can...5. (the most memorable thing that she has said to you)
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that the geog brochure is nice. we spent lots of effort on it!! sobb
6. (if he/she becomes your lover, you will)
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CANNOT INCEST LARRR...7. (if he or she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on)
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she nids to stop the butt spanking business on me. [i can do it on her though]8. (if he or she becomes your enemy, you will)
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threaten her that if she still continues to be my enemy, i will hit her butt everyday.
9. (if he/she becomes your enemy it is because)
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she les with me
10. (the most desirable thing you want to do for him or her is)
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find her a perfect husband. [thats the wish of all mothers]
11. (your overall impression of him/her is)
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A cheeky daughter, whu btw rock like hell!!
Tuesday, September 11, 2007 ; 9/11/2007♥
what about love?
Esther so hyper todae... hahaxxx... kip on jumping and running.. LOL.. finally see the reall active side of my dar les...
Listening to the song hou hui now... the lyrics so meaningful can... heesh... (i am being so random)...
Nth much to say bout todae larr...
So I shall do the quiz that fiona darlingg tell me to do...
1. (the person who tagged you is)
-Fiona Chuah
2. (you relationship with him/her is)
-Heehee, it is complicated... ex-classmates... present schoolmates... Good frenxx
3. (5 impression you have of him or her)
-HIGHH..., SUPER DUPER nicee..., EXTREMELY friendly, always wave to me when she pass by my class:), veri into black and white and cool stuff~
4. (the most memorable thing he and she have ever done for you)
-her father drove me to sch on the first few weeks...
5. (the most memorable thing that she has said to you)
-'meiling wear ankle socks...' when she herself aso wears it.. and mine is not considered ankle... and if it is, it is because the socks too loose le... thus it dropped below ankle level.
6. (if he/she becomes your lover, you will)
-humm... can consider bahh... nt a bad candidate for my list of potential laopo
7. (if he or she beocmes your lover, thigns he/she has to improve on)
-i find her the most perfect 'lao po'!!!
8. (if he or she becomes your enemy, you will)
-kill her then kill myself... dunt wan to be enemies with my darlingg fren...
9. (if he/she becomes your enemy it is because)
-i dunt tink it will ever happen... :)
10. (the most desirable thing you want to do for him or her is)
-so many things that i wan to do for her... dunno whr to start.
11. (your overall impression of him/her is)
-A cool and warm fren at the same time. hahaxx..
12. (how you think people around you will think about you)
-blur, sotong, guai... nice?
13. (the characteristics you love about yourself is)
-erhemm.. i am not gonna be too zi lian.. *clears throat*
But it is obvious that i am quite smart right? and nice and helpful.. ect. ect..
14. (the characteristic you hate about yourself is)
-cant stay calm and composed!!! ;)
blur...
15. (the most ideal person you want to be is)
-i find my present self very ideal le... (this is not zilian.. it is confidence!)
16. (for people who care and like you, say something to them)
-I love you guys like siao.. ... errr (wad else can i say.... zzz)
17. (pass this on to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you)
1) Esther
2) Wei Ting
3) Mei Yu
4) Paola
5) Ching Hun
6) Richmond
7) Tian Hang
8) Bi Hao
9) Zoenin
10) Shirley
[can i have more than 10?... aiya dunt care]
11) Si rui
12) Xui Hui
13) Zhi Ying
14) Shimin
15) CHERYLL...
[forgot whu else gt blog le... shall stop here]
Veri tired... Haixx.. feel like going into an eternal sleep... wad's up with life?... why does it always seem like you cant do things the way everyone likes and will be happy with? why it is that when you are a fren to someone, another will feel negleted?
Okay... enough of the emo-ing!!!
I am gonna smile my way out of life... No matter how sad, depressing, confused, scared, tired, blur, annoyed, guilty i feel i shall peservere and try make things right.
If you ever read my blog, I jus want to tell you that every fren means alot to me.
Monday, September 10, 2007 ; 9/10/2007♥
what about love?
CHANGED SEATS!!! SO HAPPY... I MOVED BACK TO BE WITH SHIRLEY ONCE MORE~~~Shirley and I were fated to be together larrr....
HAHAHAHAHA
Esther so ke lian, stuck wif likai and minghong...
But have meiyu mahh... so she will probably survive...
Anyway, alot of days nvr post le... so i shall post some here and some on the joint blogg... so mus go read horr~~
Err, todae darn sian larr...
And i gt sth that i am veri proud of. I didnt sleep on the bus on the way to sch!!!
First time sia!!! SO HAPPY... managed to keep my eyes wideee open.
Ms Ng wore the earrings i gave her for teachers' day todae!!! so cool lorr
I noticed sth veri special bout my seating arrangement.
I am seating with 3 maths pro pro de!!!
So happy.... maths questions can ask them.. hahaha..
and shirley is gd in EVERYTHING....
Zhikai quite gd in sci...
Tian hang gd in chinese!!!
Good right?... envious?
And, my prediction didnt come true larr...
Was like so sure that likai would sit wif bihao/richmond... Sian diao..
If richmond sits wif likai, life will be interesting...
Noticed that tian hang seems to be the target for people to hit. Haha... during recess, me and esther kip on hitting his head like dunno wad... too bad for him lorr... whu tell him hit esther's head first!
Hope that we can finish CID on time.. lagging farr behind time..
Almost fell asleep during biology... whenever i close my eyes, mr see's voice seem to be wavering then it blanks out... scary...
Forced my eyes open and listened to him teach nutrients.
It is abit boring larr bt hv to listen and copy notes...
exams coming mahh.. wad to do?
that is the life of a student under the pressure of examinations.
And I am proud to announce that I got lost!!!I was like taking 960, wanting to get back to woodlands. actually, was supposed to take 963 cos faster mahh bt i saw bus 960 and alot of people gt on. the final stop for 960 is woodlands too so i decided to take 960 suan le. since 963 was taking a long time to come...
Happily i went on the bus and found a seat then started reading my chinese novel.
When i finally looked up, noticed that there were lots of buildings and shops around the area the bus is traveling through. Weird larr, 960 was supposed to pass through kranji, whr btw, dunt hv many buildings. Then thr was this lady dressed like she was goin to go to a nightclub sitting beside me. her phone rung then she picked it up and said:"i am on the way to bugis leeerr"
STUN TIO...
bugis... weird... then i stupid stupid still sit thr like idiot liddat. sms meiyu to ask if i was on the wrong bus or nt.... bt her phone no bat(later then found out de).
Wanted to call her, bt paiseh to tok when so many people around me ... imagine if i say to meiyu over the phone that i am lost... veri dui lian can. so at the bugis stop, alot of people gt off.. then i called meiyu lorr... she even more nervous than me.. haha...
wanted to get off the bus then cross the road to take the bus at the oppssite side... cos i tink i took 960 on the wrong side of the road. bt i looked and looked, none of the bus stop hv another bus stop opposite it... so dun dare get off.. tio lai tio qu.... in the end, reach the zong zhan for 960 which is some bus stop opposite marina square...
got off the bus unwillingly... scared like hell can.. then walk and walk while toking to meiyu... lucky gt her lorr.. or else i would hv died thr and then. saw suntec city... went in and asked for directions to the nearest mrt station... looks like thr are kind souls aft all.. a grp of teens told me how to get thr... then walk and walk and walk and walk and walk...
finally i saw the mrt station lorr... was like so darn relieved... haiixxx
thus i shall remain faithful to 963.... dun wan take 960 le...