I want the stars up there, will you get it for me?

2007-09-16T13:45:00.000+08:00

Esther.... will do the quiz for you soon... give me some time, kay? at night, i promise!!! Nothing to say, nid to clear up some things.

2007-09-13T23:40:00.000+08:00

This will be veri short..

Supposed to be studying chemistry... bt veri sian larr... anyway, can sleep late todae... no.. is cant sleep, cos I SLEPT FOR LIKE 3 HOURS THE MOMENT I REACHED HOME.... wth... put alarm to wake me up le lorr.. bt when the alarm rung, i jus zi dong go and press it then went back to sleep,.... i cant believe myself... wthwthwthwth...

todae, veri gan ga... realli veri bu shu fu. hope this will pass soon.

2007-09-12T23:43:00.000+08:00

突然间觉得自己的华文成度好像退步了很多。真是的，这样真的是对不起黄老师的辛苦栽培。所已决定要用华文来写部落格。希望能在上网时也能试着进步华文程度。

添好像很黑似的。
烦恼好像又回来了。

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i giv up... veri hard to post in chinese... suan le.. anyway, i am looking for the D and T thingy right now. veri sian. cant seem to find... wth... nvm

heesh... no one online le... nowadays everyone should be studying bah. i decided to ban myself frm youtube, thus i didnt go watch dramas todae... so proud of myself.... mus peservere! aft exams, can watch all i like. so at least for now, mus study and ignore the dramas.

i realli mus buck up for lang arts. going to totally flunk it if i dunt get at least a B3 this time. i mus jia you! when ms ng told me that i failed lang arts for CA2, i was like darn sad and guilty and disappointed and fed up with myself. why didnt i memorise the meanings of the words for the vocab test when i hv the whole june to do so. why didnt i study well and hard enough for the instructions test when ms ng hinted abt the fire escape route. why am i such a failure in my favourite subject?...

enough abt the big bomb that was dropped on me todae. dunt feel like toking abt it anymore. haix. i jus hope that i wunt disappoint ms ng again in the end of year exams.

if onli i can tell you all of what i tink abt you and your concepts. if onli i can gather enough courage to risk our frenship for the sake of spilling out my thoughts. bt i dunt tink i will. it is jus impossible for me to do so.

2007-09-12T22:24:00.000+08:00

Doing this quiz for PAOLA!!!

1. (the person who tagged you is)
-Paola dar dar

2. (you relationship with him/her is)
-mother and daughter [me being the nice nice mother and her being the naughty daughter that needs a spanking on her butt]

3. (5 impression you have of him or her)
-Veri veri nice handwriting, extremely neat and organised, highhh sth, not a veri guai daughter [she spanked my butt], realll nice to her frens [note, not to her mother~]

4. (the most memorable thing he and she have ever done for you)
-she let me hugg her! and she is so nice to hug can...

5. (the most memorable thing that she has said to you)
-that the geog brochure is nice. we spent lots of effort on it!! sobb

6. (if he/she becomes your lover, you will)
-CANNOT INCEST LARRR...

7. (if he or she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on)
-she nids to stop the butt spanking business on me. [i can do it on her though]

8. (if he or she becomes your enemy, you will)
-threaten her that if she still continues to be my enemy, i will hit her butt everyday.

9. (if he/she becomes your enemy it is because)
-she les with me

10. (the most desirable thing you want to do for him or her is)
-find her a perfect husband. [thats the wish of all mothers]

11. (your overall impression of him/her is)
-A cheeky daughter, whu btw rock like hell!!

2007-09-11T23:06:00.000+08:00

Esther so hyper todae... hahaxxx... kip on jumping and running.. LOL.. finally see the reall active side of my dar les...

Listening to the song hou hui now... the lyrics so meaningful can... heesh... (i am being so random)...

Nth much to say bout todae larr...

So I shall do the quiz that fiona darlingg tell me to do...

1. (the person who tagged you is)
-Fiona Chuah

2. (you relationship with him/her is)
-Heehee, it is complicated... ex-classmates... present schoolmates... Good frenxx

3. (5 impression you have of him or her)
-HIGHH..., SUPER DUPER nicee..., EXTREMELY friendly, always wave to me when she pass by my class:), veri into black and white and cool stuff~

4. (the most memorable thing he and she have ever done for you)
-her father drove me to sch on the first few weeks...

5. (the most memorable thing that she has said to you)
-'meiling wear ankle socks...' when she herself aso wears it.. and mine is not considered ankle... and if it is, it is because the socks too loose le... thus it dropped below ankle level.

6. (if he/she becomes your lover, you will)
-humm... can consider bahh... nt a bad candidate for my list of potential laopo

7. (if he or she beocmes your lover, thigns he/she has to improve on)
-i find her the most perfect 'lao po'!!!

8. (if he or she becomes your enemy, you will)
-kill her then kill myself... dunt wan to be enemies with my darlingg fren...

9. (if he/she becomes your enemy it is because)
-i dunt tink it will ever happen... :)

10. (the most desirable thing you want to do for him or her is)
-so many things that i wan to do for her... dunno whr to start.

11. (your overall impression of him/her is)
-A cool and warm fren at the same time. hahaxx..

12. (how you think people around you will think about you)
-blur, sotong, guai... nice?

13. (the characteristics you love about yourself is)
-erhemm.. i am not gonna be too zi lian.. *clears throat*
But it is obvious that i am quite smart right? and nice and helpful.. ect. ect..

14. (the characteristic you hate about yourself is)
-cant stay calm and composed!!! ;)
blur...

15. (the most ideal person you want to be is)
-i find my present self very ideal le... (this is not zilian.. it is confidence!)

16. (for people who care and like you, say something to them)
-I love you guys like siao.. ... errr (wad else can i say.... zzz)

17. (pass this on to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you)
1) Esther
2) Wei Ting
3) Mei Yu
4) Paola
5) Ching Hun
6) Richmond
7) Tian Hang
8) Bi Hao
9) Zoenin
10) Shirley
[can i have more than 10?... aiya dunt care]
11) Si rui
12) Xui Hui
13) Zhi Ying

14) Shimin

15) CHERYLL...

[forgot whu else gt blog le... shall stop here]

Veri tired... Haixx.. feel like going into an eternal sleep... wad's up with life?... why does it always seem like you cant do things the way everyone likes and will be happy with? why it is that when you are a fren to someone, another will feel negleted?

Okay... enough of the emo-ing!!!
I am gonna smile my way out of life... No matter how sad, depressing, confused, scared, tired, blur, annoyed, guilty i feel i shall peservere and try make things right.

If you ever read my blog, I jus want to tell you that every fren means alot to me.

2007-09-10T17:07:00.000+08:00

CHANGED SEATS!!! SO HAPPY... I MOVED BACK TO BE WITH SHIRLEY ONCE MORE~~~

Shirley and I were fated to be together larrr....
HAHAHAHAHA
Esther so ke lian, stuck wif likai and minghong...
But have meiyu mahh... so she will probably survive...

Anyway, alot of days nvr post le... so i shall post some here and some on the joint blogg... so mus go read horr~~

Err, todae darn sian larr...
And i gt sth that i am veri proud of. I didnt sleep on the bus on the way to sch!!!
First time sia!!! SO HAPPY... managed to keep my eyes wideee open.
Ms Ng wore the earrings i gave her for teachers' day todae!!! so cool lorr
I noticed sth veri special bout my seating arrangement.
I am seating with 3 maths pro pro de!!!
So happy.... maths questions can ask them.. hahaha..
and shirley is gd in EVERYTHING....
Zhikai quite gd in sci...
Tian hang gd in chinese!!!
Good right?... envious?
And, my prediction didnt come true larr...
Was like so sure that likai would sit wif bihao/richmond... Sian diao..
If richmond sits wif likai, life will be interesting...

Noticed that tian hang seems to be the target for people to hit. Haha... during recess, me and esther kip on hitting his head like dunno wad... too bad for him lorr... whu tell him hit esther's head first!

Hope that we can finish CID on time.. lagging farr behind time..

Almost fell asleep during biology... whenever i close my eyes, mr see's voice seem to be wavering then it blanks out... scary...
Forced my eyes open and listened to him teach nutrients.
It is abit boring larr bt hv to listen and copy notes...
exams coming mahh.. wad to do?
that is the life of a student under the pressure of examinations.

And I am proud to announce that I got lost!!!

I was like taking 960, wanting to get back to woodlands. actually, was supposed to take 963 cos faster mahh bt i saw bus 960 and alot of people gt on. the final stop for 960 is woodlands too so i decided to take 960 suan le. since 963 was taking a long time to come...
Happily i went on the bus and found a seat then started reading my chinese novel.
When i finally looked up, noticed that there were lots of buildings and shops around the area the bus is traveling through. Weird larr, 960 was supposed to pass through kranji, whr btw, dunt hv many buildings. Then thr was this lady dressed like she was goin to go to a nightclub sitting beside me. her phone rung then she picked it up and said:"i am on the way to bugis leeerr"

STUN TIO...

bugis... weird... then i stupid stupid still sit thr like idiot liddat. sms meiyu to ask if i was on the wrong bus or nt.... bt her phone no bat(later then found out de).
Wanted to call her, bt paiseh to tok when so many people around me ... imagine if i say to meiyu over the phone that i am lost... veri dui lian can. so at the bugis stop, alot of people gt off.. then i called meiyu lorr... she even more nervous than me.. haha...
wanted to get off the bus then cross the road to take the bus at the oppssite side... cos i tink i took 960 on the wrong side of the road. bt i looked and looked, none of the bus stop hv another bus stop opposite it... so dun dare get off.. tio lai tio qu.... in the end, reach the zong zhan for 960 which is some bus stop opposite marina square...

got off the bus unwillingly... scared like hell can.. then walk and walk while toking to meiyu... lucky gt her lorr.. or else i would hv died thr and then. saw suntec city... went in and asked for directions to the nearest mrt station... looks like thr are kind souls aft all.. a grp of teens told me how to get thr... then walk and walk and walk and walk and walk...
finally i saw the mrt station lorr... was like so darn relieved... haiixxx

thus i shall remain faithful to 963.... dun wan take 960 le...

2007-09-07T19:14:00.000+08:00

靠近一点点

默默在你的身后守侯的我
多想看你不经意的笑容
或许我的心你不懂
我努力让你感动

在你眼中有多么笨拙的我
决不放弃追逐你的执着
只要你能再多些回应我
一个笑或点头全接受

能不能再靠近一点点
大声说出你所有感觉
别在紧紧关在只有自己的世界
温暖太阳为你迎接

能不能再靠近一点点
能不能再勇敢一点点
就算让我知道我永远只是单恋
我也会藏着感谢
笑着和你说再见

2007-09-07T19:10:00.000+08:00

全世界的人都知道

在见到你关键的第一秒
爱的情愫开始发酵
小心翼翼写给你的纸条
幸福划上星星记号

你像一座孤傲的岛
有自己的城堡
我是上不了岸的潮
也只能将你围绕

全世界的人都知道
一厢情愿是种烦恼
只要换你一次微笑
就算是做梦也会笑

全世界的人不知道
我不在乎付出多少
我想这就是幸福写照
任何人不能阻止我对你的好

2007-09-07T19:06:00.001+08:00

听见

你不开心的眼
仿佛将我推到悬崖边缘
距离就算再靠近
眼前我们一样没交点
没有你的世界
就像寒冬没有春天依偎
少了你陪在身边
我的四季只剩下冬天
悲伤喜悦回忆不断重演
静下来的世界
有我的思念
也有你的空虚无边
你有没有听见
寂寞的声音悄悄在蔓延
它住进我们之间
消耗着我和你的永远
你有没有听见
思念的呼唤传遍每条街
就算你走的再远
累了回头
我就在你的身边

2007-09-07T18:59:00.000+08:00

后悔

回到熟悉的相爱路线
我牵着回忆站在对街
雪般坠落的从前瞬间就冷却
隔着不回头看的时间
回忆绩雪叠成冬天
想伸手在偷留一些原来你离我遥远
你说那冰雪是你铁了心的眼泪
明天遇见谁可以在温柔如水
关于爱情的美当初我所赊欠希望他都给
你说那冰雪是你的心被我剪碎
下一次爱谁再用爱慢慢缝回
丢掉旧的伤悲让他带你飞

某夜竖起耳朵我听见
幸福带你走远
剩后悔陪我失眠
你说那冰雪是你铁了心的眼泪
明天遇见谁可以在温柔如水
关于爱情的美当初我所赊欠希望他都给
你说那冰雪是你的心被我剪碎
下一次爱谁再用爱慢慢缝回
丢掉旧的伤悲让他带你飞

2007-09-07T18:55:00.000+08:00

Another song~

恶作剧

我找不到很好的原因
去阻挡这一切的亲密
这感觉太奇异
我抱歉不能说明
我相信这爱情的定义
奇迹会发生也不一定
风温柔的侵袭也许飘来好消息
一切新鲜有点冒险
请告诉我怎么走到终点
没有人了解没有人像我和陌生人的爱恋
我想我会开始想念你
可是我刚刚才遇见了你
我怀疑这奇遇只是个恶作剧
我想我已慢慢喜欢你
因为我拥有爱情的勇气
我任性投入你给的恶作剧你给的恶作剧

我找不到很好的原因
去阻挡这一切的亲密
这感觉太奇异
我抱歉不能说明
我相信这爱情的定义
奇迹会发生也不一定
风温柔的侵袭也许飘来好消息
我才发现你好耀眼
请让我再瞧瞧你的双眼
没有人了解没有人像我和陌生人的爱恋
我想我会开始想念你可是
我刚刚才遇见了你
我怀疑这奇遇只是个恶作剧
我想我已慢慢喜欢你
因为我拥有爱情的勇气
我任性投入你给的恶作剧
你给的恶作剧

2007-09-05T00:09:00.000+08:00

你到底几时才可以醒过来？对你好失望哦。。。好好的，一定要这样吗？我的心，似乎被你的一举一动撕烂了。不管怎么样还有我们，不要单独的去承受这一切可以吗？你一定要快乐，一定要。。。。。。

为什么看到他放弃自己时，心是那么得痛？

2007-09-03T23:51:00.000+08:00

to the darn uncle that bullied my beloved cousin on sundae,
WHU THE HELL ARE YOU TO STOP HER FROM GOING OUT WITH US JUST COS THE FLOOR SHE MOPED WASNT CLEAN ENOUGH!
pls... stop ur childish behavior can? u are gonna make ur whole family hate u. first u are always nagging at them jus cos simple chores are nt done. i mean, u r the one that dunt hv a proper and decent job and hv to depend on my dear auntie whu btw wakes up at 3-4 am everyday to sell noodles, thus, u hv no right to complain bout ur daughters whu btw hv to help her with the store when they dun hv sch. lazing around and watching tv without ur top on, u make me feel like upchucking!
and do u even hv the right to hit my beloved cousin? she jus wanted to go out with the rest of us. we were goin to watch a movie, and we werent even bothering u to bring us thr. our jiujiu came to fetch us bt when he came, u slapped my dear cousin saying that if she doesnt get the floor clean, she is not to go out. wad the hell. u r nt happy wif ur wife's family becos when u hit my dear auntie, we all seek justice for her, hence causing u to be emotionally unstable resulting in ur unwillingness to let her go out with us in our jiujiu's car.
she has children rights! dunt hit her as and when u like. wad kind of father are u?
I AM LIKE SO ANGRY NOW... WTH...
oh ya, and i still haven settle scores wif u bout that punch u gave my beloved auntie whu wakes up at 3-4 am everyday to earn money while u still sleep in ur comfortable bed snoring like a pig. my mummy aso veri angry wif u can. u hit her sister lehh, yet she contains it all within her so well. lucky my jiujiu men all went to scold u, the ignorent, annoying freak. i realli dunt mean to be mean but i hope she divorce u soonnn!!! ur children dunt even respect u anymore! do u noe wad ur youngest daughter told me when she heard you scolding my beloved cousin upstairs? she said:" 他每次都是这样的。很讨厌！整天只会像老太婆一样唠唠叨叨的." wad could u hv done to them that they hv such bad impression of u. and my beloved cousin was like so mad that she rather nt hv u as her father. she rather move into my granny's hse. she rather her mother leave you. she rather starve than hv u. and my biggest cousin hates you like hell. i heard frm my beloved cousin that if u had slapped her and scolded her, my biggest cousin would hv thrown a chair at u.
anyway, i am ashamed to hv a uncle like you. at least, if u cant earn money, take gd care of ur children, let them feel ur love. bt u cant accomplise that. so why do u expect them to respect u? how can u expect my auntie to not leave you? she is pretty and she has the figure. she can easily find another husband if she wans. bt for the sake of the many children u both hv, she stayed on. bt ask urself how many times u have made her so mad that she went back to granny's hse. jus askurself. reflect on the many deeds that u have done. reflect and learn uncle. dunt make the relationship between u and ur family so bad, so strain. u are causing my beloved cousin to nt hv a complete family. u are causing them much emotional stress. giv them a break. some of them are still kids, while some of them are jus teens/preteens.

2007-09-03T00:19:00.000+08:00

Wootss... watch e zuo ju zhi wen on youtube... and i fell in love wif this song!!! gawd!!
Here are the lyrics... scroll down on my playlist to hear it!!!

遇到

你身上专属的陌生味道
是我确认你存在的目标
不用来回张望了知道
今世我们相隔着一个街角
这么久了还是可以看到
感觉的到你对我的重要
不会被天黑天亮打扰
你每一次的温柔我都想炫耀
我们绕了这么一圈才遇到
我比谁都更明白你的重要
沉默久了我就决定了
决定了你的手我握了不会放掉
我们绕了这么一圈才遇到
我答应自己不再庸人自扰
因为我要的我自己知道
只要你的肩膀依然让我靠

2007-09-01T21:05:00.000+08:00

I CANT BELIEVE THAT THE BOYS ALL GREW SOOOOOO TALL....

Not fair can... eeyer... and lim yuan is still taller then me...

Yesterday was funnnnn.... But NO teachers to tok to... wth... so unfair...
Mdm long went to nanhua primary. Ms wong go for further studies.. sian diao... ms ng went to another sch aso.. ms chia too...haiixx...

i was like so freaked out when mr ali recognised me... his memory darn gd... but i didnt tok to him when he called out to me. nt becos i am disrespectful. u cant blame me lorr... had nightmares of him when i was in primary two...
heehee...
my cca teacher aso recognised me lehh... so happi... bt i think i forgot her name le..

oh ya.. back to the topic. the bois grew sooo much... and their voice become deeper.. due to err... nvm, u all noe horr?
waihou is like 170+++
and i had to tiptoe to be the same height as weizhi.
lawlss

okay... enough bout that.
on fridae, we had to giv out teachers day gifts mah... so were kindaof late (the sch onlt allow students in frm 11-12). thus, we took taxi thr, the five of us. when we gt on the taxi, we were all kindaof blur blur de, so no one told the taxi driver whr to go. then he ask, someone(4got whu) said jurong west. then pl said jurong point. then i said jwps. then fiona said street 61.
uncle: i mean are thr any prominent spots. you tink everyone noes whr jurong west st 61 is argh? i tell you i live in tampanis X street u wil noe whr izzit?
all of us:
uncle: so whr izzit?
pl(i tink): jurong point.
uncle: ahh.. jus tell me jurong point larr.. u tink everyone will noe whr ur sch is argh?.. and one of u better duck later when traffic police pass by. u all supposed to take two seperate taxis right? no one even wan to fetch u all...

WTH CAN...

then we started crapping among ourself.. then he cut in and say: how old are u all?
me: sec 1
uncle: do u all still suck nana?
all of us: again....
forgot wad he said le larr... bt he guai guai wan... siao de,.,, keep on saying we are babies.. then suck nanas..
SIAO..
and some mre charge us $12 when the meter showed $11.5.
SIAO...

anyway.... signing off... buaiixxx!!!

2007-08-30T23:53:00.000+08:00

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!

MY COM NO MORE VIRUS LE....!!!!!!!!

SO HAPPY~~~~
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG

2007-08-25T23:48:00.000+08:00

GAWD!!! There's sth wrong wif the tag board!!!!! AND I WANTED TO FLOOD IT!!!! GAWD.... Not fair!!!

2007-08-22T19:40:00.000+08:00

Sian diao can!!!

you wunt believe this larrrr...
I talked to a auntie that i dunt even noe on the MRT todae... Stupid horr??... I jus saw her like staring at me when i sit down on the seat besides hers so i tot thr was sth on my face or wad. But then she started asking me alot alot alot alot of questions.

This is the conversation:(as much as i can remember)
Auntie: ni men zhe ge shi shen me xue xiao?
ME: Riverva... errrmmm li hua zhong xue...
Auntie: orhh... na ni men xue xiao zai na li?
ME: zai... err.. alexandra road na li.
Auntie: na ni wei shen me hui lai dao zhe li.( i gt on at bukitbatok... cos me and weiting went to west mall)
ME: err.. wo he wo de peng you qu west mall mai dong xi.
Auntie: oh... ni ping shi shi jiang hua wen hai shi ying wen de?
ME: err.. liang ge dou jiang
Auntie: wo shi shuo zai jia. ni shuo hua yu huo ying yu?
ME: liang ge dou jiang.
Auntie: na he peng you ne?
Me: errr... you jiang hua yu dan you jia ying yu...
Auntie: ni shi shuo you jia zha ying yu shi ma?
ME: dui.
Auntie: but i tink that u speak english better than ur chinese
ME: err.... ok bahh
Auntie: Really, ur english is much better than ur chinese.
ME: maybe, bt i dunt think that is an advantage.
Auntie: why not? when u go to the doctors, u tok in english or chinese?
ME: english
Auntie: so do u hv any problems wif ur chinese? do u nid tuition or anything?

(this was when i realised she was trying to convince me to go tuition..)

Me: dutn hv... for the writing part of chinese, i hv no problems.
Auntie: wo shi shuo li jie wen da, zuo wen, ni you wen ti ma?
ME: mei you
Auntie: na ni tong xue ye mei you wen ti ma?
ME: mei you.
Auntie: ta men xu yao bu xi mah?
ME: ta men tong chang bu de shi shu xue he ke xue
Auntie: orhh... xiexie..
(she gt off at cck..)

diao rite.... i find myself so dumb...

Long long no post le

2007-08-19T16:26:00.000+08:00

HIHIHI...

long time never post le... so I will make this a loooooooooooooooooooooooooong one...

FRIDAE~~
Friday was okay cept for the music erm.. thing... I dunt think i nid to elaborate on why it was not-okay...
U r so not going to believ this... on the way to sch, i was sleeping like a pig as usual and woke up to find 2 aunties that DUNT noe each other shouting at the top of their voices-at each other. It was real comical cos the fight started cos one of the auntie accidentally stepped on the other auntie's foot due to dunno wad reason... bt the bus was real packed at that time.
This is wad i remember of their conversation.(translated into english)
Auntie 1: enough already... i step on u once, u step on me how many times?
Auntie 2: (god noes wad she said..)
Auntie 1: you hv no manners leh...still dare to raise your voice.
Auntie 2: you tink u hv manners lah...
Auntie 1: i hv manners dunt hv manners aso none of ur business...(gets of the bus veri veri pissed cos she practically slammed her ez-link card onto the reader...)
Auntie 2: go hell lah

I was practically tilting my head to the window and laughing like crazy..(lolxx.. my neck hurts aft that..)

SATURDAE
Woke up at like 11.30am.. then went back to sleepp aft brushing my teeth....(stupid horr).. slept all the way until 1pm...then my mum called me and ask me to cook lunch for my brothers...

Went to my uncle hse to celebrate his grandson's one month old....
So bo liao can.. all the adults toking and toking.... bt i dunt noe wad they crapping abt cos they speak dialect.ermm... then my mothers family come le.... they wan est mah.. so throw my cousin to me to take care, and my hand is aching frm taking care of him whu was like walking here and thr wanting to touch the glass ornaments....Then hv to carry him.. then he struggle... like a game of tug-old-war....

2007-08-16T00:25:00.000+08:00

Bored, wan a break from doing music...
Haiixx... So sad lahh... NO ONE ONLINE!!!
Sian diao... No one to tok to. :(

Found this song when I was searching for one which has the same song title as it...

**I MISS YOU**
I miss you
but I haven't met you yet
so special
but it hasn't happened yet
you are gorgeous
but I haven't met you yet
I remember
but it hasn't happened yet
and if you believe in dreams
or what is more important
that a dream can come true
I will meet you
I was peaking
but it hasn't happened yet
I haven't been given
my best souvenir
I miss you
but I haven't met you yetI know your habits
but wouldn't recognize you yet
and if you believe in dreams
or what is more important
that a dream can come true
I will meet youI'm so impatient
I can't stand the wait
when will I get my cuddle?
who are you?
I know by now that you'll arrive
by the time I stop waiting
I miss you

Okay... I noe that I am bo liao.. but really nth to do mahxxx.. hahaxx.. could finish up music script but lazy larr...

missing you again. jus as the song said, i never knew you, saw you but just once, yet I am drawn to your smile

2007-08-16T00:09:00.000+08:00

Sian DIaoXX~~

So tired lah... *Yawns*
I swear I really nid to sleep...

I wanna SLEEP!!!

Haiixx... But I will peservere!!!

Hahaxx.. Enough about my craving for sleep... ZZZ
Taday is such a boring day larrxx... First, our proposal got rejected again... And it was rather depressing... Then, HCL lesson was veri de BORING.... We just sat in the library and looked at newspaper... Haha... I went straight to the 'bao mi hua' or sth... Then gt the xiaohua xiaochao people... (i tink, if my memory doesnt fail me). Wahhh.. The basketball guy veri de shuaii larr... And got one girl looks alot like Amanda! The SE concert was not bad~~ Love palladio (did i spell it correctly?) And esther, dunt be pissed le larr... I help you get revenge one day...

PDP was boring until can die... Except for the interesting comments made by Wang Rui and Brandon to Ms ng... They realli pissed her off lorr... Pro de!

And they told us not to pon PSS... We wanted to pon lah.. cos nid to do D and T... Bt that guy came and told the chairperson mah, so we tot it was veri VERI important. Whu would hv guessed that we got pangsei by 3 PSLs. Maybe they had sth on.. whu noes... anyway, it was jus a waste of our time... Zao zhi dao follow meiyu and weiting's advice, leave before they come in.... Then at least can spend the time doing sth constructive...

Bt, it was nt the PSL that took us fault larr... Jus that it would be much better if they revise their PSS programme...

JE's waffle rocks!!!

memories...

2007-08-13T22:28:00.000+08:00

its been one year, at least in the chinese calender.
i noe i dunt like you le.. maybe jus as a fren~~
(haha.. dunt think you even remember...)

Maybe we are both tired~

2007-08-13T21:01:00.000+08:00

Maybe we are both tired of this...
Maybe I was wrong, maybe you were wrong... Who cares anyway... You can hate me, you can be pissed at me, but I will still treat you as a friend. Not your defination of 'fren' but my defination of fren... I will still tok to you when you tok to me, still help u when u ask for help... ect.. ect...
Haiixxx...
I just hope that all this will be over soon and that years later when look back on our Secondary one life, we will realise how stupid and childish we were...

Family Tree

2007-08-11T00:17:00.000+08:00

They say the family tree is suppose to bond people together... but it seems to be drifting us apart... or rather, drifting me apart from all of you.

Maybe I should just leave. No one cares anyway. It makes no difference.

~~~~~~~~~~

2007-08-10T23:38:00.000+08:00

I am seriously tired of all this... I know you hurt badly, I know that wadever I am doing now is making you pissed and sprinkling salt on the wound that haven't recovered... I am sorry... But tell me wad should I do... You tell me wad to do... Wad would you do if you were me?

Anyway, everyone have their own troubles, have their own problems. You are not the only one. I love you and all but... And my heart aches whenever I see you gloomy and sad cos you have been hurt in Primary school before and now you are hurt again in Secondary School...

I dunno why I am posting this but all I want you to know is that I can't promise eternal frenship, and I can't give you the attention you want and I can't fulfill your requirements of a fren, i have tried and I gave up... But I am going to try again.. So give me a chance, kay?

Don't cry inside. Don't bottle up everything. You don't have to tell me but release it somehow.

Lastly, I am sorry... For everything...

Carissa

2007-08-10T22:29:00.000+08:00

This post is dedicated to carissa....(all becos i wan her to tag!!)

Carissa rocks... she is the best fren u can ever have cos she is always there for you.
She is like so cute larr...
(she is my daughter mah.. of course cute larr..)
Anyway, I love her .... (as a fren, dunt tink rot horr.... i already less wif esther le...)

SSC and NEOS...

2007-08-09T12:52:00.000+08:00

Oh ya, I forgot to update on wad happened yesterday at SSC...

It was quite fun, especially dashing all around Science Centre playing around with all the machineries... The shadow thing was like DARN cool... XD. Hahaxx.. Ching Hun, the slide was fun too... Oh ya, as for the Stimulator thingy, I am too embarrased to write bout wad happened... SORRY... Didnt mean to do it and spoil your funn..

* And Bi Hao looks funny in his pink orchid shirt... haha...

The funnest was when we were taking NEOS... Erm, there was a few problems though.. NVM... Wunt write about it... But the 2nd NEOprint that we took was like so cool... The platform could move up and down and there was wind blowing from the machine to make the pic look as if there was wind... So cool horr.. Paola, Cheryl, Ching Hun, Mei Yu, you all should have taken with us... :(
Nvm, I will show you the neo in school and make you all jealous... HUMPH...

Lazy brothers are dangerous...

2007-08-09T00:30:00.000+08:00

I want to emphasize on how much I hate my brothers!!!

We were suppose to go over to a Fren's hse for BBQ... And they dunt wanna go cos they are playing their stupid games... Typical brothers... And my mum went on to suggust that we go out shopping. Then my brothers said that we haven't buy/cook for them yet. Then I got to waste like 45 minutes cooking for them cos they were too lazy to leave the hse to buy dinner.

That was still okay. Jus when we reached Causeway Point, my mother's kiasu friend called and said that there is a Metro Closing Down Sale in TAMPINES and we can take 969 there and that the bus journey only takes 30 minutes...

Guess wad? The journey was 1 HOUR long... Grr...

And it was 8.30... And we haven't had our dinner... And we walk around Metro and found out that the goods there were like so OLD and some were rusty... And we gave up trying to squeeze through the crowd and left... without buying a single crap...

We went for dinner at 9. And went home at 9.45... Before we head to the bus interchange, still have to buy food for my brothers... SO DIAO lah...
We waited for like 15 minutes, and the bus finally came. But those inconsiderate people dunt wan to go on the bus cos there wasnt any seats left. They block up the passage way and we
couldnt get on the bus...
Just great, we have to wait for another bus...
And my runny nose is killing me...

Thus I declare that this was all due to my brothers laziness and addiction to gaming...

Reply to TAGGZz...

2007-08-08T23:36:00.000+08:00

Shimin: Hahaxx... Ya, I love you too!!! You rock! XD

Lin Dee: Sorry... Didn't mean to not tell ya... Just didn't have the chance mahxx... FORGIVE ME... And, erm, all the links are wrong 'cos I haven't finish the 'links' part yet...

Esther: LOL... I will, todae was lyke so cool... XD <3 ya...

Mei Yu: Erm, I reached home at 11.30pm. Must ti liang wo mah... Still say you are my sis... HUMPH!

XTH: Can you not just leave a "..." thr... Veri de depressing....

Richie: Sports day was okay, except for the darn sun shining above... One side of my arm is brown and the other side is yellowish compared to it...

Oh gawd....

2007-08-07T22:07:00.000+08:00

I FINALLY GOT BLOGGER WORKING NORMALLY......

I AM SUCH A GENIUS!!!!!!!!!!!

... Hahaxxx.. actually credit goes to Bi Hao... Thankx!!!!! You rock!!!

Anyway, it was 51% due to Bi Hao and 49% due to my wonderful brain...<33

I love myself for all the hardwork I put into this blogging business...